My birthday is so simple.

Wake up at 10 o'clock
Go to bathroom and brush my teeth

Then,call Oey.

Then,I got on computer ,and chat with Nan and Oey for a while.

Then,I decide to take a nap,but i change my mind.

I organized my room for a little while.

I fight with my host brother because he want me to play game.
What's the stupid thing in the world!
Who's want to play game with them all the time!

Just leave me alone for one day,Shit*




I was mad and upset about that.





I don't need any birthday present or people sing "happy birthday"'s song.
I just need people leave me alone for 1 day.
I want to do what i want to do and stay enjoy myself.

Please,don't ask me a question or pay attention about what i do.





I don't feel very well a'

I feel like i got a lot of pressure
from my host family that force me to study
and, from Prom that i'm so nervous about it.


What should i do

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I don't feel comportable about my Prom date at all.
I've never talk to him in class.I try to....But he's so mean.

According from myself, I am very shy person in the whole world.
I've never have a date before.

This is my first time.
How's can i survive without nervous!
I have no clue!!!!

Shit*

I feel like a lot of thing in my mind but i can't talk to people about that.
Everybody always concentrate at me,that's why.
I just want a true friend. About last month,i thought i have one or two of them.

But,Now is not.
They're gone.
They just be nice to me because i'm cool or something like that.


I need to take a rest

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I hope my Birthday (8th April)
My life'll be better

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My life's always up down and upsidedown.

Last month,My 2 friends ask me to be their best friend.Up
Now's down

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Yesterday,Stephen ask me to go to Prom with him.Up
Now's down

Because i feel so nervous and i don't sure that he's serious.

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Absolutely,i still shocked about what happen to me I can't believe it happen.
I just wish that someone will ask me to go to prom.

I wish...

And i wish.....

Until yesterday...

But,I am a chicken.
I feel afraid and nervous to talk to him about that.
(and i have to drag him to sign up tomorrow,sheesh!)

My thought seem like it upsidedown


{{{{Hate Myself}}}







PS. It's Prom season!